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This is a special kind of feeling
5 days and a wake up!
I woke up this morning feeling pretty good. Sure it took me a little bit to get out of bed but that’s always the case so that’s nothing new. But last night on my drive home I started thinking about the bf and our future and I was just flooded with the warm and fuzzies.
And then I heard a song that makes me so giddy and it brought tears to my eyes. Happy tears. Can you say someone was really feeling things yesterday? I have no idea where that wave of sentimentality came from. But I suspect it had to do with the fact that I was thinking about our future engagement and marriage.
Don’t get excited. It didn’t happen. Simmer down now.
But I started thinking about how I think I’d feel when it does happen and well, it just steamrolled from there. I can’t stop thinking just how blessed I’ve been to have the bf in my life and how happy he makes me. Even in our disagreements, because I know I’ve made him plenty mad on occasions and vise versa. And while things were rough for a little bit we’ve both emerged with a renewed spirit and fire to get things moving in the right direction. I think it was the necessary shake up to get things going, though I would have loved for it to come about in a much more favorable way but it is what it is and the most important thing is how we capitalize on this opportunity.
So I’ve been kind of floating on this euphoria this morning and I’m hoping it lasts through tonight. It’s a wonderful feeling. It’s one of those highs where even the usual suspects can’t knock me off of it. Life is good, folks. Life is good. Amen.
It’s just such an amazing feeling waking up and knowing that I’m one day closer to spending forever with him. I’m in such a lovey dovey mood today that I just want to cuddle in his lap and be all sweet and just tell him how much I love him over and over again. Like, I’d take off work just to stay tangled in his arms all day. The feeling is THAT serious. You know when all you want to do is be near and touch the one you love. That’s what I’m feeling.
And even though he’s 2,000+ miles away at the moment, it still doesn’t damper what I’m feeling. Le sigh.
People, I am in love and it’s showing.
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